Would I have Covid or not? My test results are in | Matt Mohan-Hickson

Waiting for the results of the Covid test was 'like some monstrous creature had crept into my room and was draining the life out of me slowly'. Picture: Shutterstock.Waiting for the results of the Covid test was 'like some monstrous creature had crept into my room and was draining the life out of me slowly'. Picture: Shutterstock.
Waiting for the results of the Covid test was 'like some monstrous creature had crept into my room and was draining the life out of me slowly'. Picture: Shutterstock.
As this past week marked the 20th anniversary of Hybrid Theory, I am going to start by paraphrasing Linkin Park: In the end it wasn’t coronavirus after all.

In case you missed last week’s column, I had symptoms of Covid-19 and got myself tested.

After four long days of waiting, during which time I felt absolutely rotten, I finally received the text I had been hoping for. My results had come back negative, no coronavirus in this body.

If you missed Matt’s column last week, here it is

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In the moments after getting the all-clear I felt a huge sense of relief, like a pandemic-sized weight had been lifted from my chest.

Not just because it meant I did not have a killer virus, but more that I was no longer inconveniencing my housemates and keeping them all locked up in our home.

Never had I been happier to step outside and take in the city air while strolling up and down Fratton Road.

But after this brief stroll, I found myself completely knackered and feeling weak. I was also left with unanswered questions about exactly what had been making me so ill for the previous few days.

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Was it flu? The aches I had been suffering certainly seemed to be a sign that it could have been. I guess I will never know for sure. Just another of life’s unanswered mysteries.

But despite that initial wave of relief at not having Covid-19, I was soon left with an overwhelming feeling of frustration.

I could feel I was close to being well again but I was still so weak and exhausted, the toll from my body fighting the sickness I assume.

Simple things like walking up a flight of stairs, or going for a short walk, left me out of breath and feeling weary, needing a lie down.

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It was just so frustrating – normality was in sight but it was just out of my grasp.